God's Plan...

Today I returned to Church in hopes of finding my way again, renewing my faith and relieving some of the stress and worry in my heart and mind. It has been about 13 years since I have sat in a church pew and listened to a sermon. A coworker/friend of mine invited me to attend her church which is located on Fort Carson. I have been feeling a pull towards God and that maybe I should attend again. I did, and I am so glad that I did. I felt as though that sermon was meant for my ears. I have been feeling so lost, confused, doubtful, hopeless, hurt, etc. A few friends of mine lately have been trying to speak to me about God's plan for me and give me support through prayer. I couldn't be happier to have heard those words of encouragement and guidance. I was so emotional as I sat there listening to the pastor speak about how God sees and knows our stuggles and that sometimes he allows for those hard times in hope of us reconnecting with him and our faith. So today I give all my worry and stress away to God, I pray for brighter days and that he has only the best in store for me and my husband. I pray that there is a beautiful little baby waiting just around the corner to become ours and that all the horrible things I feel will be lifted from my heart and head. I am hopeful for the first time in a long time that this is the start of something amazing. God is good and it is well with my soul.

Until next time,
Nicole